||[Sep. 23rd, 2005|11:20 pm]
Well alot went since on sat. I re-experianced the greatest thing in the world. I kissed Christine its been almost a year sence the last time I did . I was amazing. It took me right off my feet. I saw the same look on her face as it was alomost a year ago. eyes shut looked like i took her last breath. she seemed like she was on this cloud floating nothing letting her down even when im pulled away. I missed her so much. Still do and always will. what we had was real, more real then any thing Ive ever felt. We never fought, was able to be with eachother and our friends and have a great time. I wishe everyday i wouldnt of fucked up that one time because I missed out on the greatest person to step into my life. she was suportive of me. She let me be me and didnt bitch because well she is/was like me. im gonna go out on a limb and say shes my soul mate no matter what. She has my heart and I have hers. Saturday prooved it. I do not regret it. |
Heres a great memory I found "then when i got home i got the nerve to call and talk to Jeff, it took me about 20 mins to do it. i dont know why im being so shy but i was happy when i called him, he is a very nice guy. i think we are going to hang out 2marro. well i hope he wants to hang out at least."
I wish she would come back suprise me when im sleeping like she did a year ago greatest view to wake up to.